My Island

Ah sometimes my life can be oh so stressful But sometimes I close my eyes and I go to a much more peaceful and happy world One day I'll close my eyes and go there and I won't ever come back I often get distracted by this fallacy I'm in My mind is on one track and yes I have to get a win If I consider every factor of my actions then I can still not fully comprehend the filthy bastard that I am I had internal struggles I was battling within Until I killed those fucking bastards now I'm happy once again I carefully crafted this detracted it from sin and I ensured that it is perfect so my sadness soon will end Welcome to my land where all the grass is nicely trimmed And where there isn't any friction between family and friends Matthew back on planet Earth he's chatting with the thin air again It seems he's barely interacted with his kin"Matthew we get panicked when you have conversations with an object like a doll You should be at a loony bin" No but this is Davin my imaginary friend he's my rap hype man in the planet that I live Welcome to my island I designed it on my lonesome If you walk inside it with defiance you are so done This place symbolizes all my pride that I was low on If you're coming by to kill my vibe then please just don't come Trying to deny the pain inside but it just won't numb So I take asylum in my mind it's where I go run To when there is strife I can't deny it's like my dope Some psychiatrists will try to say I'm psycho what they know son Life before my dreams it just seemed so cruddy So without my fantasies I'd deplete totally Hence the reason why these schemes will leave a scene so bloody And why my only plan B is to be nobody I once conformed to misery with no ego buddy I close my eyes to go to sleep it's E-Y-E opening Cuz I see a version of me at his peak so funny Because despite what he achieved he din't need throat-cutting Gets respect and he is kind and he is technically a kind of me So everyone who's trying me eventually complies to these rules and regulations Cuz I set them as your highness there are levels to this dynasty Yes he is at heights of which I never thought that I could be But if I disconnect him from wildest dreams I guess he's theoretically what I could be Yet I guess it's best to set that idea aside because it's getting exponentially unlikely (unlikely) But something 'bout that maybe has been making me focused Because I've lowkey been more jovial I ain't even noticed at first But I just found a way I can escape being bogus I can't take ecstasy excessively I take it in doses Because my brain is very trained on being angry I know this The dream version of my said I could become famous no bullshit I was encouraged by his words what they had gave me is solace Which is honestly ironic cuz I'm basically soulless Welcome to my island I designed it on my lonesome If you walk inside it with defiance you are so done This place symbolizes all my pride that I was low on If you're coming by to kill my vibe then please just don't come Trying to deny the pain inside but it just won't numb So I take asylum in my mind it's where I go run To when there is strife I can't deny it's like my dope Some psychiatrists will try to say I'm psycho what they know son Hi guys it's the version of Matthew the one that he imagined with some purpose and value The one who actually will put in the work to surpass you And won't complain cuz he's a lazy immature little asshole See within my lane I basically reign utterly Who would even give a f*ck if he passed away suddenly What he calls a luxury is everyday stuff to me That's the reason he's amazed and he remains under me Look he's just a pussy and he constantly gets bitched around If they did that shit to me I bet they wouldn't live it down Shit if he accepted me I bet he'd be a little proud Way bigger than those sissy clowns and I ain't fucking kidding 'round Now he's staring up in the distance he's getting wonderful visions Where he is something that's beloved just because of persistence But then somebody says it's nothing but fiction Well what the f*ck are they thinking You pussy you can become me and with nobody's permission (there's no way) You'll claim that it's impossible I'd say it's rather probable And you can stay estranged from fame but face it you don't wanna though (you're right) If we put our brains together aiming for a common goal You'll finally be great and we'll be basically unstoppable Pain will fade and you'll be paid and haters are incomparable Making hussies bend like you're a pain in their abdominals Really though I mean it dawg I'll take you to the top my bro Matter fact motherfucker buckle up come on let's go