Fucked & Jaded

I swear it only hurts when I'm feeling fucked & jaded I swear it only hurts when I start feeling evasive Lost on these pills I just cannot replace them Lost in these pills all the pain it is heinous I swear it only hurts when I'm feeling fucked & jaded I swear it only hurts when I start feeling evasive Lost on these pills I just cannot replace them Lost in these pills all the pain it is heinous It's heinous , I feel like I can't take this I'm fucked up, now I'm feeling so jaded Took some pills, now what am I saying? I'm saying I'm crazy, I love it, baby I'm lost on these pills, I cannot replace them What did I do, I just cannot face it Your demons talk, I don't wanna face them My demons walk, I don't wanna chase them I'm so alone, I'm lost in my head, damn Too many pills, I feel like I'm dead, yeah I feel alone, this shit don't feel real, yeah I feel alone, no, it don't feel real, eh I swear it only hurts when I'm feeling fucked & jaded I swear it only hurts when I start feeling evasive Lost on these pills I just cannot replace them Lost in these pills all the pain it is heinous I swear it only hurts when I'm feeling fucked & jaded I swear it only hurts when I start feeling evasive Lost on these pills I just cannot replace them Lost in these pills all the pain it is heinous Alone, alone, have you ever felt alone, you got nowhere, you got nowhere to go You're lost on your own, you got nowhere to go, you got no other home, woah, woah Do you ever feel like it's time to give up? Like the pills ain't enough, like the girls don't give luv Do you ever feel like you just gotta give up? Like you just gotta relax, like it's time to step back Woah, woah, woah, it's every day that I feel so alone I'm in my head, on a daily basis, I'm dead Taking all these pills like they meds I swear it only hurts when I'm feeling fucked & jaded I swear it only hurts when I start feeling evasive Lost on these pills I just cannot replace them Lost in these pills all the pain it is heinous I swear it only hurts when I'm feeling fucked & jaded I swear it only hurts when I start feeling evasive Lost on these pills I just cannot replace them Lost in these pills all the pain it is heinous