Bad Habits

(Dad) I am so sorry, for making you mad Didn't think my attitude, can turn so bad Makes me wonder why I said, and did all those hurtful things That made, mum sad Sucked in my dream world, full of nightmares I'm feeling left out, and I feel so scared Where would I be, without you there, for me I want somebody, to hold me close now To never, let me go All I'm trying to do here, is trying to fight my way out But not on, my own Cause I don't, want to be alone I'm trying so hard, to fight this loneliness inside Back then till now - Where would I be I've learnt the hard way Time to say, goodbye Locked myself in my room What is wrong, with me Not spending much time, with my family For so long tried to hide away, and lost my self-esteem Alone in the dark Just show me your light Cause deep in my heart, don't want to be alone in this fight I'll change my bad habits, be strong And move on, with my life Cause I don't, want to be alone I'm trying so hard, to fight this loneliness inside Back then till now - Where would I be I've learnt the hard way Time to say, goodbye (Always) Always arguing, pretending to be Somebody I wasn't meant to be (Always) Always fighting over little things Over my family Sometimes I just can't breathe I want somebody, to hold me close now To never, let me go (Never let me go) I am trying my best to, never let you down And know I'm not, alone