Would You Have Stayed

Think I've spent every waking second Replaying over in my mind everything you said Or I guess in this case everything you didn't say Because I crave the closure you denied And I don't know how to stop asking in my mind, in my mind, in my mind Would you have stayed if I gave you everything that I own Would you have stayed even though when we ended you wouldn't pick up the phone Would you have stayed if I did anything right in your eyes Because I swear I tried Every time Would you have stayed if the timing was better and we weren't separated so quick Would you have stayed even though I saw a future in you, I don't care that you quit Would you have stayed if I kept everything in my head and told you nothing at all Cause I would have stayed even though they heard me crying down the fucking hall I'd give anything to erase you from my memories I had given you my heart and you waited for your moment to break it and leave I'd tape it together and give it to you another time Because I never learn how to stop asking in my mind, in my mind, in my mind Would you have stayed if I gave you everything that I own Would you have stayed even though when we ended you wouldn't pick up the phone Would you have stayed if I did anything right in your eyes Because I swear I tried Every time Would you have stayed if the timing was better and we weren't separated so quick Would you have stayed even though I saw a future in you, I don't care that you quit Would you have stayed if I kept everything in my head and told you nothing at all Cause I would have stayed even though they heard me crying down the fucking hall Some loves end, some turn to fossils If I had my way ours would be forever in a museum But maybe after all the times I reached out to silence I'll see our love was more meant for a mausoleum I often find myself dreaming of days I took for granted But dreams turn to nightmares And I can't stand it I'm left pining and miming made up scenarios in my head But when I come back to reality my heart drops like lead Left for dead A hundred texts, I've penned but never sent God, they'd kill me if they knew How many times, I'd open your name But close before I make a mistake You wouldn't care, if I poured out my heart Not that you'd let me get a word in anyways And I'll never get to ask Would you have stayed At least 'til May Or at least 'til Valentine's Day What hurts me more is I had no idea it was coming I was jumping off the cliff but you had stopped running And I had no clue That I had lost my muse And I was a marionette That you had used From the day we met Now I just have to accept, accept Except I wish you stayed For a second or just for another day No nothing about us made sense together No you had never said forever