sad boy

Thought I found someone I could roll with Someone who gets what it's like to be on their own and shit Holding out for the guy who loves me the way I love myself But it's hard when he needs someone else I don't know why You're the one I go back to in my mind I can see that it was for the best But I still remember when I said goodbye to you Standing on some driveway crying Now what to do People everywhere but to me it's only you I can't be the chill girl that you wanted Coming second to her got me feeling all types of haunted I can't say I don't care 'cuz I do I care way too fucking much But it sucks when it's just not enough I don't know why You're the one I go back to in my mind I can see that it was for the best But I still remember when I said goodbye to you Standing on some driveway crying Now what to do People everywhere but to me it's only you Damn, I shouldn't have nabbed that, tried to bag that Looking for love, but you lack that Got me in my sad bag You pretending you know don't me, who does that, nah Really thought we was above it but f*ck that, ugh Best believe I won't be waving the white flag, boy You too old to be behaving like that Shit, I still like you despite that Coulda flagged that Don't wanna deconstruct that Need my hazmat Starting to see you was just a flashback Thinking maybe I should unpack that Now I'm in my bag about that Coulda been happy but now this a sad track I don't know why You're the one I go back to in my mind I can see that it was for the best But I still remember when I said goodbye to you Standing on some driveway crying Now what to do People everywhere but to me it's only you