I Love a Way to Hate Myself

It's 5am I'm still out The night sinks in my chest with doubts It's better than being home with my thoughts So let's roll another round All the notions of who I could ever be Trampled by adrenaline Hours upon hours I push away Leave the pain for another day I think I love a way to hate myself I love a way to bring me down Drown inside my highs to feel comfortable Knowing not where I'll be found Oh I tell I tell I tell you I'm going down this road Leaning out You bet it's easier to hate myself It's easy to forget what keeps me down thinking I'm better I'm better I'm better than my feelings It's bitter it's bitter It's bitter on my teeth when I'm tied into the back Of cars we ride for thrills The sun is still shining I'm hiding from my healing I love a way to hate myself I love a way to bring me down Drown inside my highs to feel comfortable Knowing not where I'll be found Oh I tell I tell I tell you I'm going down this road Leaning out You bet it's easier to hate myself It's easy to forget what keeps me down