breaking again

I can count all the friends that I have on my hand I think its all your fault Is it 'cause I don't understand? Why you relate to them if I'm so perfect to you I'm tryna drown these thoughts, 'cause either way I just lose Scratch out my skin 'Till the words cannot fit Rape my bones from my chest I think I'm breaking again I don't know what to do anymore These days are getting too hard I smoke away to forget You really left me like this? You really left me like this You really left me like this I smoke away to forget I'm feeling numb in my chest I don't think its okay, I'm just passing it by And I don't think its alright, I'm just wasting my time I don't think its okay, I'm just passing it by And I don't think its alright, I'm just wasting my time Scratch out my skin 'Till the words cannot fit Rape my bones from my chest I think I'm breaking again I don't know what to do anymore These days are getting too hard I smoke away to forget You really left me like this? You really left me like this You really left me like this I smoke away to forget I'm feeling numb in my chest