december pt. 2

Come December I'm bleeding out still You fucking hurt me I chose to stand still Time and time, you'll write it off Like "what the f*ck", I tried it all You'll take my blood and wipe it off Like maybe we're not close at all? I thought I'd write this to you From a place of paranoia I'm just hoping that you'd feel the same And once I thought I knew you I saw right fucking through you I just hope that you would feel the same I wish I never lied to you I wanna be alone 'Cause I could never find myself if I don't block your phone 'Cause I been down and out And you don't know my brain I wanna figure out why I been so insane I wanna figure out what I do every day I wanna figure out what's making me feel so insane I thought I'd write this to you (I'd thought I'd write this to you) From a place of paranoia (I'd thought I'd write this to you) I'm just hoping that you'd feel the same (I'd thought I'd write this all for you) And once I thought I knew you (And once I thought I knew you) I saw right fucking through you (And once I thought I knew you) I just hope that you would feel the same (I thought I knew the one I love) I thought I'd write this to you (I'd thought I'd write this to you) From a place of paranoia (I'd thought I'd write this to you) I'm just hoping that you'd feel the same (I thought I knew the one I love)