never alright

Is it peace? Is it panic you bring? Another waking hour scares the shit out of me What the f*ck, I can't go to sleep! But whenever I do, I wake to thoughts I cannot say I want you here tonight I do not want to live this life I hate how I just fucking kill the vibe I hate how I am just never alright I am never alright Backed into another corner, tryna sing it fine Backed into another problem, I always come out fine But whenever I fucking feel it, I feel like closing the blinds Is it peace? Is it panic you bring? Another waking hour scares the shit out of me What the f*ck, I can't go to sleep! But whenever I do, I wake to thoughts I cannot say I want you here tonight I do not want to live this life I hate how I just fucking kill the vibe I hate how I am just never alright