senior year (feat. thisisntfashion)

I planned to drive myself into the Hudson I backed out last second because the water would have been too cold Nothing was going to get better, And at least I would have been remembered Now thinking of it, I was probably right I can feel that I've been forgotten That I'm fading, I'll be gone soon Life gets hard, I know It feels I'm losing control It feels I'm losing my hope It feels I ain't got a home Gonna miss my hometown but can't wait to leave it This the place that broke me Took my soul and beat it Senior year, yeah the time be moving fast now Remember all the people that just wrote me off as class clown Now I'm trying harder, but the people wouldn't listen I'm hoping that I'll make it, when I'm dead I know they'll listen I know they 'gon listen to me I ain't gonna make it, no Drugs in my winter coat, aye Blood stains on the ripped black jeans You don't really wanna know what I do when I'm alone, aye I know they 'gon listen to me I ain't gonna make it, no Drugs in my winter coat, aye Blood stains on the ripped black jeans You don't really wanna know what I do when I'm alone, aye Life gets hard, I know It feels I'm losing control It feels I'm losing my hope It feels I ain't got a home Gonna miss my hometown but can't wait to leave it This the place that broke me Took my soul and beat it Senior year, yeah the time be moving fast now Remember all the people that just wrote me off as class clown Now I'm trying harder, but the people wouldn't listen I'm hoping that I'll make it, when I'm dead I know they'll listen Somebody start to listen I just need that right now I hope you learn to love me While I'm still here