the day that u awake

(It didn't fucking have to, but I never had you) (Yuh, uh huh) It didn't fucking have to end this way! But, you're too tied down by your own selfish ways I wait for the day that you awake I wait for the day that you stop the hate I cried in front of you I died, only to lose My heart, and soul, and tooth My head, and memories too! How you doing, hun? I been fucked up! Ima grind every day 'cause I ain't feigning for a touch If I gave the Kardi touch Then it means I fucked it up! And I felt it my whole life Twenty six days ring on, and on, and on I think I lost myself I feel I don't belong It didn't fucking have to end this way! But, you're too tied down by your own selfish ways I wait for the day that you awake I wait for the day that you stop the hate I cried in front of you I died, only to lose My heart, and soul, and tooth My head, and memories too! (Yuh, yuh) (My head and memories of you and me) (Of you) (But it won't ever be the same) I thought I knew you for once I thought I knew you for once Yuh