undone / how it feels pt. 3 / breaking again pt. 2

Throwing up Falling down Day and night I walked that town This is how it feels to be the one With a switchblade to their throat in their mind I wanna strangle myself till I die Undo, those things you said Three damn years went all to my head It sucked out my heart, it fucked up my breath You said you loved, but love is dead Maybe I just need to go right now Maybe I'm just not meant to be around My lucks run up, I never had it I cherish peace 'cause I'm used to havoc Throwing up Falling down Day and night I walked that town This is how it feels to be the one With a switchblade to their throat in their mind I wanna strangle myself till I die (Throwing up) (Falling down) All this pain in my head, yeah this shit never changed! Why the f*ck does love make me act this way? I swear to god, it makes me so damn insane That's why I got to step away And I'm about to step away I just wish I was dead, I think I'm breaking again I felt this way ever since 2010 It brought my world to a lens It brought my mind to an end It just left me fucked up in the end Growing up Falling down Day and night I held it down This is how it feels to be the one With a window in their mind Endless pain and endless nights This is how I was raised, I'm just born to die.