courage

Woke up feeling sore Bottles around me, I know My wallet's empty, oh no This road got me nowhere to go I'm fighting cycles again And I'm still trying to pretend That I can do better than this I still got something to mend Staying hopeful never been this hard Still on my both two feet, working on my heart One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting They wonder why this is my name I became a blacksmith darling My songs get sharp as a blade Got a whole armory, ready to fight All my mistakes, shit done wrong in my life I'm starting over and I'm paying the price Everything's rushing, this fight in mind I'm facing with courage Slow steps, you wouldn't even notice that I'm upset I keep it down low, where a lot of demons show, rolling dices Every time they winning I run to my vices But not this time, I got shit on rewind My mental's getting stronger, just a matter of time Staying hopeful never been this hard Still on my both two feet, working on my heart One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting I picked up the hammer, the iron is hot I'm slamming and again and again and I stop To watch and listen how pain turns into art Shifting my energy to all my enemies That put me through a lot of them felonies And now they singing regrets in my head Like it's not their fault, the blame is on me What is going on? Used to be a joyful place now's a prison To figure this out, all you gotta do is listen Cause I'm writing here lyrics, sipping this wine Which I used to abuse, but now I'm alright Cause I realized the type of shit I'm dealing with A surprise, that I'm left with from my kin and my pride Trauma up in here, now I found you bitch, where you gonna hide? Staying hopeful never been this hard Still on my both two feet, working on my heart One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting Staying hopeful never been this hard Still on my both two feet, working on my heart One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting