off my chest (feat. Ane)

I got a lot of shit to get out my chest I'm depressed, I know I'm a mess Praying that my next will see That it takes a while for my heart to heal It handled too much, shit I won't repeat I know I fucked up, but some of y'all used me You won't see my shit again, won't let you abuse it I got a good heart but my mind's in charge now Tryina flood my mom's garage with a lot of cars, wow It's been a while since I left you I don't feel good about it, but there ain't shit changed too Now your whole damn entourage says that I'm a camouflage Sweet outside, but when you're closer, a monstre destroying lives Bitch sometimes I feel like you took all my life away And other times I feel like I'm the blame for all the things You told me crying on the phone that I changed you Scared to approach other boys, screaming "I hate you" Closed out for months, exchanging bottles for money Trying to numb all the pain, while you were kissing at parties What happened with the bullshit you were always saying? I'm tired of mind games, I'm out bitch, don't save me I got a lot of shit to get out my chest I'm depressed, I know I'm a mess Praying that my next will see That it takes a while for my heart to heal It handled too much, shit I won't repeat I know I fucked up, but some of y'all used me You won't see my shit again, won't let you abuse it I got a good heart but my mind's in charge now Tryina flood my mom's garage with a lot of cars, wow I realized I was a victim of your anger, I was paralyzed I know I did mistakes and I left you with scars But at least I took you and loved you for who you are While you were always saying, change this, change that Always complaining on shit, when you could've just stayed relaxed And told me that you don't want me, cause I'm not changing styles For people that, after breakups, turn enemies to allies Le lacrime versate, segnano il mio viso, Ma il mio spirito è forte, non mi uccide il sorriso. Mi alzo dalle ceneri, come il fuoco che rinasce, Sono il mio proprio eroe, nella mia corsa verso la pace. Il dolore è un compagno, ma non mi domina, Scelgo la libertà, nella mia nuova vita. Le cicatrici raccontano storie di sopravvivenza, E io ballo con la vita, nella mia rinascita Notti senza sonno, cuore spezzato, Ma dentro di me c'è un fuoco puro risvegliato. Mi rialzo più forte, con forza e coraggio, Da questo dolore tragg'io il mio proprio viaggio. Passo dopo passo, con determinazione, Rifaccio il mio cammino, senza confusione. Lascio il passato dietro, guardo avanti con fierezza, Perché da ogni ferita nasce una nuova bellezza. I got a lot of shit to get out my chest I'm depressed, I know I'm a mess Praying that my next will see That it takes a while for my heart to heal It handled too much, shit I won't repeat I know I fucked up, but some of y'all used me You won't see my shit again, won't let you abuse it I got a good heart but my mind's in charge now Tryina flood my mom's garage with a lot of cars, wow I got a lot of shit to get out my chest I'm depressed, I know I'm a mess Praying that my next will see That it takes a while for my heart to heal It handled too much, shit I won't repeat I know I fucked up, but some of y'all used me You won't see my shit again, won't let you abuse it I got a good heart but my mind's in charge now Tryina flood my mom's garage with a lot of cars, wow