Barbed Wire

I'm cooking up a masterpiece I swear I'll get it what's the price of living happily? Look at me I'm Mr lose it make it back with ease What's the price of playing God I think he taxing me He swear it's a game I just want to know my people are sane I just want to spend a weekend in Spain I don't care about your opinions or criticism you speaking in vain Lock and key just know your secrets are safe But I been spilling my heart out Face in my palms crying I'm missing my baby's face I'm scared of my mom dying I'm reading this wall writing I feel it burning in my heart like a bonfire My pencil been on fire Im tryna be all timer I wanna make wrongs righter Got stuck in a loop Selling gems like I'm John Dyer I'm raising these walls higher I'm done letting people in This new chain barbed wire My ceiling went far higher We ain't ever speak again And I'm distraught about it I just thought about it All my niggas put they hands up All my bitches poke they ass out She just want to be a dancer Got me listening to smash mouth She an all star with small scars but Im a sick man think niggas like me should die I had six plans to spread out my wings and fly If this shit lands then everyone sees my side I don't think I have it in me to cease the fight Its back and forth like some badminton I can't read my handwriting who knows what I had written I'm lacking on discipline Got stuck doing bad business Who made me this sensitive? I know that my dad didn't I gave up my last nigga If you don't clear your mind this shit ain't gonna last nigga You stuck in the past Your hopes and dreams in that flask with you I know that you know it It's something special inside you and I just hope that you show it Ive had this chip on my shoulder since I first took a breath City full of drive where they parked him before he took a step Tried to overstep in a party and caught the hook of death Shooting shit like Steph it's selective I shoulda took a tech I been trusting feelings more and looking less This vision deceptive for real Im busy reflecting for real I don't know what's next for the kid But I know that it's destined for real