Package Deal

Me and this bottle of sorrow come in a package deal I happen to be happily happy when I don't have to feel I ran into somebody I hated asked if I'm rapping still I had to sit and second guess my act for real It wasn't a confident answer I always try and hold myself to a positive standard I just feel like if I slip then I'm damned In a pinch in a jam I just figured i could fix it if I stick to the plan I put an eighth in this grabba I'm nodding off again Caught with contraband contradicting what all I'm caught up in Who the f*ck you call when you can call a friend if They don't f*ck with you til you got lots of fans and Niggas weasely like Harry Potter's mans Im comfy like pajama pants I just want a lotta bands and plots of land Somewhere in the south I want my mom to stand Ignorance is bliss but that is not a stance Enemies get clipped if they grow out of hand we ride with them blowers like mariachi bands Im out It's getting hot as f*ck Red hot Couple options I can line em up Dead stock Had lil baby in a figure four leg lock I need a different type of head doc I f*ck with your company though Really she one of the ones Gimme dopamine and then she leave when the sun coming up I dream of when love was enough I gotta work until I'm sick and then double it up I need a check up I'm getting checked out I'm smiling but I'm fucking stressed out Can't let depression run my life I gotta puff my chest out I gotta man up swallow down that pride and stand up This what I planned for Still I demand more Yeah you cool but what the f*ck do all you niggas stand for? We at a standstill That type of shit belong in landfills You niggas boo boo You let the pressure run right through you It isn't too new When death approaches don't be too cool What would you do? Me and this bottle of sorrow come in a package deal I happen to be happily happy when I don't have to feel I ran into the man in the mirror and saw the past I killed I lost myself for a while I think I'm back for real