Mixed Feelings

I got mixed feelings about you Can't make up my mind It's like I love the way that I hate you Keep it deep inside A kaleidoscope of feelings Keepin' me up at night I got mixed feelings about you Can't make up my mind 'Cause it's like your smile will light up a darkened room And then your laugh will put the flame out And it's like your voice will make the birds sing around you And then your words freak 'em out You're both day and night You're both black and white You're both the hero and the villain And I don't know who I'm rooting for Do I love you or do I leave you? And now every memory is burned in my brain And I can't forget it But what kills me is that they're all faded After I locked them away But now I wonder, Do I want the key or should I keep them buried? This isn't balance or harmony This is what they call misery 'Cause I can't forget the way you held me in your arms And every worry just melted, melted away But I also can't forget the way you threw words at me And the way they landed, the way they landed Oh, I can't forget the way you held me in your arms And every worry just melted away But I also can't forget the way you threw words at me And the way they landed, the way they landed I got mixed feelings about you Can't make up my mind It's like I love the way that I hate you Keep it deep inside A kaleidoscope of feelings Keepin' me up at night I got mixed feelings about you Can't make up my mind