Not Good At Goodbyes

I know you didn’t mean for me to feel this way I know you wish we went down a different lane I hope i can make a decision without losing my mind This snow has clouded up my double vision for way too long It’s 2am and i’m tryna figure out how to make this work I’m crying hard because i don’t know how this could be worse I’m stuck in between letting go or giving another try All I know is I’m not good at goodbyes I’m torn I don’t know to go with my heart or my mind I’m weak I don’t even know what to think This stain Has a got a way of driving me insane I know If I don’t make a decision this feeling won't go away It’s 2am and i’m tryna figure out how to make this work I’m crying hard because i don’t know how this could be worse I’m stuck in between letting go or giving another try All I know is I’m not good at goodbyes The way you kissed me it mended every single wound I never intended to leave to leave you just so soon I’m stuck in between letting go or losing my mind All I know is All I know is I don’t want to