Not Here Not Now

Thought I had it right Couldn't sleep at night But I guess that wasn't enough Tried to hold back my tears Fight off the fears But I knew I couldn't Be strong And if I had another way I would've wanted you to stay But time just wasn't on our side And although I want you bad This would've driven us mad And I think that we deserve more It happened so fast I couldn't tell That what I was looking for Was in your eyes Now i'm standing here Wondering If it was a mistake Telling you goodbye It wasn't the right time I can't be yours Not here not now You should've seen that smile That came across my face Whenever I thought of you And if I had another way I would've wanted you to stay But life just wasn't on our side And although I want you bad This would've driven us mad And I think that we deserve more It happened so fast I couldn't tell That what I was looking for Was in your eyes Now i'm standing here Wondering If it was a mistake Telling you goodbye It wasn't the right time I can't be yours Not here not now And if I had another way I would've wanted you stay And if I had another way I would've chose you