Seeing Straight

Mama says that losing is a lesson Am I gonna learn it all right now? How could you leave me with a question And I, at night, think about the way I used to feel your heartbeat And now I hear the silence saying go sleep Am I blind or am I seeing straight In my mind, I keep on dreaming of your face Tell my body, I'mma be ok But I really don't know what to do on nights like these Ready on the rebound, tell him it's for real now babe Everybody sees how, every word you breathe screams running away And I wouldn't change a single memory Because I gave you everything I had And what if you gave me half the same thing How could you even say those words out loud? I'm figuring it out What a selfish way, to pretend to care about us Are you even happy now? All alone and proud, of that candle you blew out? Am I blind or am I seeing straight In my mind, I keep on dreaming of your face Tell my body, I'mma be ok But I really don't know what to do on nights like these Meet me outside, and say you'll be mine Can't pretend the summer never happened Between you and I, between you and I I still worry about you Do you still faint, when, you haven't eaten Drinking your sorrows away on the weekend Making the friends that you know aren't even happy or living with that fomo feeling Am I blind or am I seeing straight In my mind, I keep on dreaming of your face Tell my body, I'mma be ok But I really don't know what to do on nights like Am I blind or am I seeing straight In my mind, I keep on dreaming of your face Tell my body, I'mma be ok But I really don't know what to do on nights like these