Cruel Jokes

I wish I could take a time machine Go back and change some things But that's not how this works Right now this just hurts In the middle of a bloody scene Pieces of my heart and yours Never got used to the storms Running from dark clouds They wanna swallow me whole It hurts me, this hurts you But I'm hurting too We both would've hurt more If I wasn't honest with you I'm sorry I'm the reason this is over For things my heart couldn't get over I ain't this letter And I'm hoping you hear it Words from my soul So I hope you can feel it Damn the universe and its cruel jokes Why'd you have to give me hope And take it away This isn't easy to say This isn't easy to say Damn the universe and its cruel jokes Why'd you have to give me hope And take it away This isn't easy to say This isn't easy to say My little dove, wish I held you a bit longer Kissed you till our restless hearts were calmer Night turn somber Fighting these monsters Cannot let them conquer I already had demons I was tryna battle And you calmed down, brought light Then came darkness I jumped with no harness Then came crashing down Unreal connection when you came around Don't hate me now Don't hate me now Stale Doritos Lazy Sundays Hoodie smells like you Maybe one day We'll meet and be okay That'd be lovely Say we're connected forever When you hug me The world gets ugly But we saw beauty And I meant this I guess we're living Consequences of our reflection Damn the universe and its cruel jokes Why'd you have to give me hope And take it away This isn't easy to say This isn't easy to say Damn the universe and its cruel jokes Why'd you have to give me hope Then take it away This isn't easy to say This isn't easy to say