AMBIVALENCE

I loved you and you knew that You drive away and I lose it I hate you and you know that I'll be worlds away when you come back So don't try me I've cried over you way too many nights The day that you left was the day that I got myself back Questioning my sanity and you never calling me back What's there to miss about that You never loved me And you just saw everything as attacks Should've never took you back I really loved you You never saw that way I gave and gave and gave And all you did was take When things were going good I always had to pay Isn't that what they say I loved you and you knew that You drive away and I lose it I hate you and you know that I'll be worlds away when you come back So don't try me I've cried over you way too many nights The day that you left was the day that I got myself back A random tuesday you'd blow up out of nowhere And I always take the blame I thought I knew you But you're just another guy Who claims he had a hard life And that excuses all you do to all the innocent girls in your life You're a bad person There's no other word for a man who lives out of spite I really loved you You never saw that way Isn't that what they say I didn't f*ck up or ruin anything You made me believe I was the one to blame I loved you and you knew that You drive away and I lose it I hate you and you know that I'll be worlds away when you come back So don't try me I've cried over you way too many nights The day that you left was the day that I got myself back I loved you so fucking bad I hate you I hope you know that