Drain Me

You said forever, very clever Oh Lord, I was outsmarted I should've expected, by the way we connected this wouldn't end how it started Why, why, why, why, why can I not keep people in my life? I'd let you kill my mind again Why, why, why, why, why am I always there at the wrong time? I sit from afar so I don't pry Maybe I did something wrong or maybe none of it's my fault you won't talk to me about it, your face I can't live without it Maybe this is all a game and I'm the one who's being played I'm not gonna take the blame the only thing you do is drain me You said "I love you", is it true? but I love you too I have trust issues now because of you, I won't let people through Why, why, why, why, why does this happen to me Tied the bandage up but my heart still bleeds Why, why, why, why, why did you choose me if next year I'd be nobody Maybe I did something wrong or maybe none of this is my fault you won't talk to me about it, your face I can't live without it Maybe this is all a game and I'm the one who's being played I'm not gonna take the blame the only thing you do is drain me You say you're sorry but don't try to fix it I just need you to listen You say you're busy but are you really? And did you ever care? Can't even sing you this song cause now you're gone please prove me wrong I wish I trusted you like I used to when I thought I knew you