Hole in the Heart

I made everything come undone I made everything fall apart I quit running to the finishing line And I went back to the start I found a great big hole in the middle of my life Shaped just like my heart, just like my heart I lost sight of what was under my feet ???Cause I always had to be on top And I was so drunk on love That I didn't taste a single drop I used to make everything run on time 'Til I made the whole world stop, I made it stop Now I'm watching the world move in slow motion Now I'm finding it easy to breathe For too long I was trying to walk In high heels through a river of mud For too long I was trying to talk Over the sound of rushing blood Where truth is a story scribbled in chalk Just an hour before the flood, before the flood Now I'm watching the world move in slow motion Now I'm finding it easy to breathe I made everything come undone I made everything fall apart I quit running to the finishing line And I went back to the start I found a great big hole in the middle of my life Shaped just like my heart Just like my heart x5