the art of letting go

Deep down I know I need to change I know I need to say it now I'm selfish Inside I know it's not the same And knowing that it never will Be again It isn't easy for me to let go For me to move on I hate that it's not the same It's not the same If I could go back four more years When I had all I wanted It's not the same And I have to be okay with that This time I know it's not the same I know I really let you down and I'm sorry Sorry that I let you go Sorry I didn't understand Didn't care or didn't even try To give you a chance I couldn't stand to be wrong It isn't easy for me to let go For me to move on I hate that it's not the same It's not the same If I could go back four more years When I had all I wanted It's not the same And I have to be okay with that