Hardships And Situations

(Seriously Taylor) Been through too much pain I almost lost it all Too good at holding pressure I could never fall I use to be big headed it almost cost it all But my heads never down I'm still walking tall I don't need no other person I just need myself I remember back in the day I didn't wanna be myself (yeah) Mental health going crazy I use to beat myself I had to learn the hard way I'm the one who heals myself Fell in love with a girl who couldn't love herself right (nah) Love goes deeper then buying gifts and just being nice Fell in love with a girl who was just using me For my money and my time and my energy My nigga lost his life I still haven't fully recovered It's been three years since it happened, his mom still sufferin I remember being judged cause a nigga was coloured That just made my skin strong and made me tougher Whatchu know about these hardships, hardships and situations I'm tired of these trials, trials and these tribulations (tribulations) Whatchu know about these game-time, game-time decisions If only you niggas could just see, just see the vision Lost my heart to the streets that's on remmy's soul I wear my heart on my sleeve the world already know Sometimes I look back and wish that I just walked away But if I did I wouldn't be who I am today Forever thankful for the man upstairs and life he gave me Forever thankful for grandma prayers when life get crazy They see me winning in their eyes I see why they hate me But they don't know about sacrifice and what I took and gave And I ain't talkin no illumanti shit It's hard work gon get me that new bugatti whip yeah Slide back to hotel I'm like who's shawty this It don't matter if money right and the whole squad is lit (Yeah, yeah) I'm T'd up if there's time and there's no work on my schedule I gotta do what I gotta no event is too special And imma have to cut you off you gettin in the way of my dreams Cause you you haven't been Through these hardships , hardships and situations I'm tired of these trials, trials and these tribulations (tribulations) Whatchu know about these game-time, game-time decisions If only you niggas could just see, just see the vision