Subside

Dead-eyed smiled all spring And held myself inside I never finished anything Still working all the time I sat in my dorm room waiting for something to catch me by I waited, And I waited And held my eye-locks wide How dreams subside The sweet virtue to know What's best and what's right Haunted me like a vulture Every sounding night My ceiling was my sky as I slept In blue tv screen light I was waiting for a call I was waiting for a guide How dreams subside I believe a change is near Feel my old skin ignite I lived inside my fear And you fade in my mind I'll clean this old place up and stop Depending on just pure luck And try to see what's ahead of me Try to just be