The Last Word

I'm lying here in hospice Eaten up by cancer I'm at stage four I'm about to be killed Can't see anything more My body fully tattooed Now as skeletonized My fitness-treated muscles Mercilessly pureed I've never felt so strong Yeah, I must be losing myself as a hero You sit at the edge of the bed Swimming in a sea of tears Yes this softness is incredibly difficult for me You Cried for me Rhymed the most beautiful funeral poems for me Lived for me the pain With noble dignity I'm stuck in a tank dress Even in the deepest suffering Can't I tell you how I feel F*ck! I'm a John Wayne idiot I'm as good as dead And it wants out I push, cramp, swallow I love you Don't look at me like that I really mean it There is no more repetition I just die now Please let me go Somewhere in the next life Let's meet for a beer I promise you that But please stay for a very long time There! Get the f*ck out of here I'm already dead in my grave Cancer has won Got me down OKAY No more fighting I'm leaving now ahead of schedule Cancer has freed me Come black brother, take me with you Wherever to go