Now or Never

Heard the voices inside my head My feeling is so fucking dead Everythings I can't unsaid Only in the dark revealed the infrared My world is now in hell I know my heart is fell I just want to hold the rope Not to leave the top Let me write my own way I will make it one day at time Every success I do, is pay I know I'm not fine It's a mask behind the cover Don't judge me before see me It's now or never, now or never To save my story... I try to keep alive my identity I'm stronger than my anxiety Inside of my sad heart Just tears in the river Don't tell me it's gonna be alright You're not in my shoes every night I assume I'm not fine I'm trying to cross the finish line Let me write my own way I will make it one day at time Every success I do, is pay I know I'm not fine It's a mask behind the cover Don't judge me before see me It's now or never, now or never To save my story... Some days I want to forget These pains that keep hurting Some nights I really wanna sleep No more waking up, no more suffering 'Cause my heart is tired of fighting He just wants to leave When I was really lost You knew what it was going to cost But you found my conscience She had isolated herself from my dementia The path of reason is back home... Let me write my own way I will make it one day at time Every success I do, is pay I know I'm not fine It's a mask behind the cover Don't judge me before see me It's now or never, now or never To save my story...