Taboo

It's Karmaa I'm tired of holding this back Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts Are not taboo topics, normalize talking about how we feel I'm breaking down walls crumbling Tired of hiding so I'll let y'all in Wanna know the truth like Linkin said I'm crawling crawling in my skin Break the habit I try and try I don't have it Strength to tell you bye Reach out and grab it Runnin out of time Screaming damn it I'm a coward inside I hate me today Not much more to say Death is my fate So I am unafraid I'm in my head Pushed away my friends I tried to change Not the type to blend Silence instead Overthink again I'm my own worst enemy In the end My life is taboo My life is taboo My life is taboo What am I gonna do? My life is taboo My life is taboo My life is taboo Look what I put me through My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess No longer know what's true My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess I lost myself for you My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess I'll just embrace the blues My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess But still I have no regrets Express my thoughts So they give me meds Now I'm feeling lost Got me feelin dead Zombie brain Tryna numb the pain Memory loss What's my name again? If I show emotion I'm labeled weak If I bottle it up Then I'm hiding me Can't catch a break Incapable of fake I'm losing hope Y'all I'm losing faith Just show me a sign While I'm still alive Losing motivation Already dead inside I'm in my head Pushed away my friends I tried to change Not the type to blend Silence instead Overthink again I'm my own worst enemy In the end My life is taboo My life is taboo My life is taboo What am I gonna do? My life is taboo My life is taboo My life is taboo Look what I put me through My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess No longer know what's true My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess I lost myself for you My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess I'll just embrace the blues My life is a mess My life is a mess My life is a mess But still I have no regrets