work in progress

I'm a DIY project I'm trying my best Got some habits need breaking here's my confession I'm consumed by my fears which result in aggression When I feel vulnerable my tongue is a weapon Each moment of weakness is another learned lesson I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I push and I push so you can't hurt me first I push and I push can't help myself it's a curse Say things that I don't mean And I say it with conviction So when I'm apologizing You don't believe my words are fiction I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I can't fault your disbelief I can't fault you I won't hate you if you leave No I won't hate you I accept my own defeat Defeat is mine The blame falls only on me Only on me I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I'm a work in a progress I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I'm a work in a progress I'm a work in progress I'm a work in progress DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm tryin my best I'm a work in progress