2pu*sh/ll (feat. superballer )

Fucking up my life I be fucking up the whole shit Living just to die But my head isn't conscious Well I guess you know better I got nothing but my sweater And my studio mic So I could be doing better F*ck all my life and f*ck my soul its Way too fucking rotten to even control it I might even try to hold it in but I can't hold it The whole world makes me anxious I can't even say shit I mean I've been doing stuff that's bad I knew Whatever I do I guess I'm through And you're the first one to notice I'm trying all my best to tell the truth but It's too fucking hard knowing that you'll Hate it so I'll hide it and it's true I'm drunk and they're high as f*ck So I'll just give it up I don't got time to trust I know It'll be bad if they know that's me But all my mind is stuck on what you said I see F*ck all my life and f*ck my soul its Way too fucking rotten to even control it I might even try to hold it in but I can't hold it The whole world makes me anxious I can't even say shit I mean Build up the hate till I know it's me And I'm too tired to see the bigger picture I live it up till the ecstasy does hit my brain Then I will be the one Mud into the cup I'm high as f*ck (high as shit) Mud into the cup I'm high as f*ck (smash your bitch) Mud into the cup I'm high as f*ck (I'm high as shit) Mud into the cup I'm high as f*ck (smashing your bitch) Hate your song more than I hate myself Smash your bitch then I smash my head Shoot the shit right in my veins Cut the wrist hurting my heart Do I have a purpose I don't think so Side to side hit the pinball F*ck my heart eat my lingo Rolling ash I'm smoking with soul