breakout

Please make it stop cause one more second might break me down I wish I didn't wait so long just to waste all my time But right here I stand and right here I'll stand No matter what happens I will not forget How it was or how I want it to be Cause I know even if I try my best that you're gonna leave someday And it fucking hard to get some sleep When I know that nothing lasts eternally So f*ck all the reasons you were left out for You can't die on me I know I won't make it alone And I can try to succeed but I can't get off the floor I can try to succeed but I can't get off the floor You can't fucking hold me down cause I'm holding down myself I be living in the basement cause there's no one ever there I can keep trying my best but no one even cares So I'll get off off the see-saw and I'll jump down in the well And I'll jump down in the well Ain't no way that I be coming back Talking to myself Ain't no way I will need more than that And if you couldn't tell I don't need nothing hitting more than bass Hitting bass, switching pace, fucking up my brains I'm in my bed awake again Lost myself guess that's the way it has to be Honestly I don't fucking care you're all dead to me And I've given up I can't stay in touch no more Cause I can't stand your shit no longer I be Fucked up again but you don't know Came with couple friends but I ended up dolo I was scared of what you'd say But I can't throw it all away Tossed you another try but it ended the same way I gave it my all but I just cannot stay there's too much pressure on my brain And I can't keep living the same way I do now Did I f*ck it up ain't no way I did it again Talk about my luck I would fucking make it again And if you blacked out I won't act like I ever cared Cause I never have cared you cannot dig out my brain Out the grave uh put it back I know I might be fucking hanging by my neck But it's fine just please give me some more I can handle the rest while you're kissing the floor