lockup

Be extra careful I've taken a moment to clear my head And everything I touch it all turns black Get why you're not impressed It's up in my head It's not like I can fight it It's all in the past don't try reuniting Wishing I left it go when I couldn't find it But I just try And I've been fucking locked up in my mind For way too long it ain't gonna work (It's never for the worst) And I've been telling lies to hide my spine Cause it's all crooked I wish I looked (Trying to lift the curse) It's my turn you cannot survive it Eyes closed you're no longer guiding My soul Promise you can't find it I'll hide it deeper than I should I'm an asshole not like you don't mind it Drum roll curing all the panic I sought All of us united It's not my choice I knew you would Try to leave It's hard to speak When all your brain tells you is fucking weird I rarely mean the things I say So sorry for all of the pain Wish I could just walk away And I try my best but it's just not much And if I don't talk then I can't f*ck up No matter what happens can't blame my luck Guess that's what it means to be growing up And I try my best Not to piss off anybody All my soul has left Just a broken body It's not that I'm obsessed But I just can't forget the past And I've been fucking locked up in my mind For way too long it ain't gonna work (It's never for the worst) And I've been telling lies to hide my spine Cause it's all crooked I wish I looked (Trying to lift the curse) And I've been fucking locked up in my mind For way too long it ain't gonna work And I've been telling lies to hide my spine Cause it's all crooked I wish I looked Be extra careful