MAC

To be honest I'm terrified of not succesiding Everyday I practice breathing Mind been racing overspeeding But I'll never stop Believing That eventually I'll pop up like a magic trick In this sea of thoughts a weak ship will sink In my mind I'm so small so why the f*ck should need a shrink My thoughts are so dark That im afraid to be alone to think That I'm worth anything (You ain't worth anything) Cause I'm my mind I do not Take all my dreams lock them up In a box Am I scared of success or just fear of being mocked Talented one so why the f*ck am I shut I hold my sister and I tell her Everything will be fine Let's just stay together And leave this world behind I tell my momma I love her But I can't stay this time I won't let my fears control me I promise I'll make you proud 9 am I open my eyes feet on the ground clarify I'm alive And I don't know if my struggle is real Feel how I feel wasn't part of the deal Conceal put a mask only smiles in here And I don't need to dry my eyes these are crocodile tears Fears Been driving me crazy Got me thinking a lot lately That I'll never gone succeed Like I'll never do nothing But smoke weed Indeed the scariest feeling I ever felt Yet I know that I'v been dealt with the cards that iv been dealt With Yea my parents deep in debt Promise Imma get us outta that Promise I'mma get us out of that I hold my sister and I tell her Everything will be fine Let's just stay together And leave this world behind I tell my momma I love her But I can't stay this time I won't let my fears control me I promise I'll make you proud I'm tired of not having money Sick of seeing my parents living bummy I don't care about it take it all from me I don't want it sick of this race that I'm running Never ending but I'm only starting My body's burning cause I know no matter What will happen I'll take care of my family And you bet that it's scary And F*ck them if they staring They all jealous cause I'm daring I hold my sister and I tell her Everything will be fine I know right now we broke and we don't have a dime But cry no now I'll have a mill in sometime And everything will be mine Everything will be mine And if not they'll throw me in jail cause I'll commit a damn crime No more shame in my eyes No more fear I realized That on my shoulders it all lays So from the dirt I shall rise