Counting...

I constantly hope It will fade away A thousand numbers Drive me insane Compare, it's not fair Fighting desperately When is this over and when will you love me? I already know That's how I behave Thoughts consume me And I suffocate Compare, it's not fair Fighting desperately When is this over and when will you love me? I see her Wanna be her Perfect body Goes to parties But I I still feel the same There's no escape I life with numbers Up in my head I'm so done Just wanna run Still fighting for peace Let this be over and Then I can love me