not my type

You told me I should smile, I have no reason to cry (to cry, to cry) You didn't wipe my tears away but yelled at them a thousand times (times) I'm not able to sleep 'cause I have bad dreams (I can't sleep) I'm not able to eat due to low body-image self-esteem Oh can't you see, it's me, it's always me I struggle with Oh can't you see, it's me that I don't really like I'm just not my type (I'm just not my type) I found myself in blood but I'm still not able to feel yeah (to feel, to feel) Living in earth's hell fire incapable to disappear (disappear) I'm not able to breathe 'cause my burden's too heavy (I can't breathe) I'm not able to speak due to social anxiety Oh can't you see, it's me, it's always me I struggle with Oh can't you see, it's me that I don't really like I'm just not my type (I'm just not my type) I train a body I don't like I clothe a body I don't like I paint a body I don't like To see a body that I like To show a body that I like To face a body that I like I'm just not my type Oh can't you see, it's me, it's always me I struggle with Oh can't you see, it's me that I don't really like (hey yeah) Oh can't you see, it's me, it's always me I struggle with Oh can't you see, it's me that I don't really like I'm just not my type I'm just not my type Oh no I'm just not my type, no No, no, no