No Goodbye

As I cry at night With my hands between my thighs I try to forget time As I fix my hair And brush my teeth I don't think about What's happening I just Go with the flow And I seems Like I forget how to breath I tried to Call your name 'Cause you said that you'll be Here when I'll need you So where are you I called your name twice I screamed out the top of my lungs You said that you'd stay Until I'm okay Well I'm not okay You left me with no goodbye Wish I could turn back the time I'd stay in bed We'd never met The Pain I feel inside my heart My friends warned me from the start I didn't listen 'Cause who ever does How can you move on so fast While I'm fighting with the past Wish I could turn back the time and stay in bed Wish I could forget Just for one heartbeat How much you meant to me baby Tell me how did we End up here You left me Behind with a broken heart But it's ok I'll be ok I just need to understand That I'm fine without you by my side I called your name twice I screamed out the top of my lungs You said that you'd stay Until I'm okay Well I'm not okay You left me with no goodbye Wish I could turn back the time I'd stay in bed We'd never met The Pain I feel inside my heart My friends warned me from the start I didn't listen 'Cause who ever does