Clueless

Clueless It's ruthless I'm feeling kind of numb All of a sudden I can't grin I feel it in my heart I know it's Just for now It will be okay But at the moment I'm just scared Can't wait for this to end Life is just a rocket ship that's gonna crash on earth I'm scared, I'm numb I feel kinda dumb For trying to feel fulfilled For trying to do what's real Am I happy? Am I sad? I really cannot tell I just need to drift away Just need to drift away Lost It's hard I'm not sure what to do Because I lack I'm not sure what will be I want to start learning more I want to become I want to start becoming so much more than what I am I will need to hold you close Future wife, future girl of my dreams I'm scared, I'm numb I feel kinda dumb For trying to feel fulfilled Am I happy? Am I sad? I really cannot tell Just need to drift away Just need to drift away I'm scared, I'm numb I feel kinda dumb For trying to feel fulfilled For trying to do what's real, for Am I happy? Am I sad? I really cannot tell Just need to drift away Just need to drift away I'm scared, I'm numb I feel kinda dumb For trying to feel fulfilled For trying to do what's real Am I happy? Am I sad? I really cannot tell I just need to drift away I just, just need to drift away I feel shitty, I feel nice I feel like fucking ending my life Don't worry, I will stay Yes, don't worry, I will stay Are you happy? Are you alive? Will I ever meet you, my one? Will I be here to tell the tale Will you be, for me to chase your tale, 'cause I'm scared, I'm numb I feel kinda dumb For trying to feel fulfilled For trying to do what's real Am I happy? Am I sad? I really cannot tell I just need to drift away Just need to drift away