Precious Bed Song

They say that if you're with me Then all we know goes numb They say that if you want me You must be dumb They say that if you want tea Pick a favorite one and... I say if i'll hold you I will burst inside to pieces I write some bed songs with time I try to fool my own mind and... I want to accomplish with time Some success, but it's long gone and... I write some bed songs with rhymes I try to get better each time and... I want to be good one day But it always slips my mind when When i feel like dying it's mostly just selfish and when i feel like trying its never for myself no When i just want to kill everyone i know its wrong I want to be good but it feels so wrong I write Bad songs all the time I hate my progress with myself I write on my bed to kill time and... I think of composing a lullaby I write some bed songs with time I try to fool my own mind and... I want to accomplish with time Some success, or anything at all I write some bed songs with rhymes I try to get better each time and... I lie on my bed - sleeping time I dream of composing a lullaby This is my precious bed song now