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Have you ever wondered What the f*ck is this What the heck is all of this Have you ever? Have you ever just talked like you don't give a shit "F*ck you I'll talk how I'd like" Have you ever? Have you ever tried to kill yourself? Got that rope around your neck Breathing hard then falling apart Have you ever even felt you are great Like actually liked yourself Have you ever? Well I know I have I just don't want to anymore Got myself bleeding on them floors Trying to recall "is there any good left?" Well I know I have I just don't want to anymore F*ck me till I get no Life on my sleeve I don't fucking understand what's going on What the f*ck's this thing we call "life" It's really fricking bizzare Told the other day how much I'm sad People seemed to try to help But this is shit Can't seem to feel better I just hate myself Nothing to do 'bout that Well that's just great Well I know I have Beaten up before But still this is much worse Well look 'bout that Well I know I have Maybe some potential Some thing I can do to cure But f*ck that You know that this isn't very great You just have to cooperate Though this is shit and you got better Things to do Like suicide for example Or maybe cut your fricking throat off But still stay maybe things will change "Well I know I have" I'm Sick of saying this phrase I just repeat it nonstop I know that I'm not good with writing But I guess I have some message here Maybe something you'll find dear I hope for that