cold december

Yo, look Too much times I done tried rekindling but It can't work if this shit's one sided True say I got to keep it behind closed doors but you got to be open minded For real, I'm trying to talk it out Come, let's walk it out All this shit that we left in pieces I'm still trying to sort it out Cold nights in december's when I'm feeling it the most, I swear I swear, every time I think about it, I'm wearing out Out She just wish on stars I'd rather drop pennies in wishing wells They keep shooting stars it's kind of like nobody wished them well Last year I was in the booth at Karrtii's, probably just hoped on a beat by Zel This year I was in the stu with Karrtii, now it's Karrtii on the beat as well Most wonderful time of the year but for some I know how cold it gets **** cuffing in the winter season, I can't get my heart mixed with my head Last time when I tried that shit, I turned sour, nothing like SPK though In my head, they been one hunna to me, you would've thought I were trying to be Fredo Start of the year's addictions made my heart cold, bluest summer Blue rose in the post, it's less about colour and she my Hallie so you know that I been locked in for real like Gunna She wanted YSL I could tell that we wouldn't last till the warmest weather I said I'd be gone till November She had the hottest head, I had the coldest temper I wanted L O V E I lost the O and the E I went to Bicester, not the local vendor I had to funnel my feelings and wipe down tears with a flannel I saw the eye in the gun, didn't run, saw fun and light at the back barrel I'm letting it off, f*ck the safety trigger on me I'm bound to trip, that's Ella Three times, I done sipped Artois just so I could tell her How I'm really feeling about her Girl, It's not you, It's me I'm trying to say what I mean Cuz there's always a time you want to go flip it on me Though I'm hurt, I'm trying to learn all of the ways I can prevent you putting up your defence I'm just trying, uh I'm just trying to clear your lens