Lost

I've seen the world Walked million ways But pieces never fell in place I know, I've wasted All my chances Never cared for what I had From pink clouds to pouring rain I feel like I've gone insane at least A thousand times too much this year I've been used, abandoned, broken But I never gave up hoping that I'd get what I deserve one day (I guess I did) When everything is lost And you can't find forgiveness In a place you once belonged You lost your way Now all is said and done You cannot get much further When you've travelled this far I guess I revealed myself Nothing more than a useless mess I am A heap of regret, someone That never will be able to overcome I've been used, abandoned, broken But I never gave up hoping that I'd get what I deserve one day (I guess I did) When everything is lost And you can't find forgiveness In a place you once belonged You lost your way Now all is said and done You cannot get much further When you've travelled this far I'm less than I would want to be Less than they expect of me I live to love, but I don't love to live There's no point in anything Nothing here I'm putting hope in And it's all because, all because I've gone too far, too far to survive it all When everything is lost And you can't find acceptance In a place you once belonged You lost your way Now all is said and done You cannot get much further When you've travelled this far Everything is lost