headphones // neverland

Been living in the fast lane for so long Chaos in my head repeating like a song Living with a dead soul I know it's not wrong Keep making mistakes and another rebound I can tell myself a million times I am still fine though But my brain is not my mind got me so puzzled The more I cheat myself the more I feel like I am a fool The more I cheat myself the more I drown in this voodoo But truth hurts, think I'm just the biggest lost cause Time is running and the thing called life cannot be stopped How can I pick up my feelings before it really corrupts? How can I find a secret place and let my tears go burst? They competing, struggling, fighting for their own sakes Peers pressure get me now stuck in this hard place Don't know what I'm doing I just know it's my fate Yeah I don't know what I am thinking I just know it will fade ...Someday Huh Like all my fake friends who isolate me when I need them the most Is it really my fault or the world is just so damn cold Ain't no ways to tatter this code I sit back lay down slow I close my eyes and hope a neverland will be found Dream a fairytale while I am putting these headphones on Uh The world is such a mess so turn this heart-stopping music up loud Yeah all I think about is run away and detached from the damn world Oh Go ahead and call me a coward at the back but don't let me know Oh Cause you know I care what you think and ain't dare to argue for making me this low Sad but real Yeah God is fair cause God is unfair to everyone No hard work no gain it's really not for the fun Why should I imply myself that I'm always the underdog? Why should I give up trying and allow myself to get lost? I mean is this thing as serious as what you've been thinking? Or can anybody stop you from what you should be doing? You're given chances so many times, should've rung you a bell Just clean up obstacles you set for yourself Sentimental Well I admit it But I will never ever learn it if I have never ever done it And all the consequences Well I'll take it Gotta stop complaining put it in the work tell myself "do it" At this point, trust no one and no one can give you reference Evaluate things with your own standards and built up your defenses Don't let nobody put on you any strings or opinions Stop explaining just show them you're self-aware and independent Close my eyes I see a neverland is on its way Headphones on yeah I am gon' be okay Uh This world is still a mess just turn this breath-taking music up loud But now I've been through changes and feeling myself in this damn world Oh Go ahead and call me a champion at the back but don't let me know Oh Cause you know I gotta keep on going under the condition of being humble That's my goal Yeah Switch Now I get these goals, big hopes, some courage that I've never known At the same time brand new problems will soon start to grow To deal with it was painful But it turned out fruitful Well I admit it usually really depends on my luck though What can I do What should I do To change this thing To new directions Let it listen Follow what I say Ain't no fantasies I am busy I deserve it Then I will get it Yeah I'll get it Yeah I'll get it Yeah I deserve it Then I'll get it And I'll get it Y'all get it? Get it? Y'all get it? Get it? Get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it... Listen If you treat your voice as an art, then no matter how it sounds, you won't be afraid to speak out And I said what I said