Dont Call Me

I'm jealous of the weed How it's always on your lips I could really get by With a couple little kisses On my neck That's right I'm fiending for your love I could use a couple sips From the stars up above On my knees in a field I'm praying to the gods To give me some support While I shuffle my cards I don't know how to live I'm just tryna beat the odds But I can't see the light I'm just standing in the dark Devil on my shoulder And an angel in my hand Tie a noose around my Neck To save me from the Fucking pain Eating once a day I can barely keep it down Just remember I don't really love the Sound Of a bullet in my brain But if it's what it takes Then I might go insane Just to hold a fucking wake But I got a fucking family And I got a couple friends Who I really wouldn't Mind Trying to see again So I hold off on the dying Just a couple days more Leave my body layed out Here on the floor With the blood dripping down my skin I hope you know it That the scars will forever Be mine and I'll hold it With this note that I wrote Don't want anyone to see I'm in pain and I'm Medicated But I still bleed Drive away in an Ambulance Nothing to see I'm alone and I got Nobody else but me And the nurse in my room That just wants to go home To her family cause She's got her own Problems to discern And I know I need a cig Because I really need a fix Don't call me bitch Dial tone click