Dont Know Why I Even Try

I want to cry I'm dead inside I don't know why I even try I want to cry I'm dead inside I don't know why I even try In the past I would get so mad They laughing everybody want to be trashy Batshit crazy everybody made me Want to get hazy baby lately Have you seen the moon before I know that you walked through that door And I just want to give you more Of me to you that I adore Check me out now Got both feet on the ground And when I fall down Don't make no sound Think I could gain a few pounds And when I buy you know I'm buying an ounce Go ahead and try to get your tongue and lips to pronounce All these words are going straight to my head And I just want to get some bread Not worry about what someone said And I don't know if I can do that thing instead Of looking ahead I don't want to be filled with dread Tell me how you do it Turn the other cheek and lose it I just want to get so lit And maybe take a couple sips But you wanted me to quit Those nasty cigarettes I hit It's still a bullet I haven't bit I want to cry I'm dead inside I don't know why I even try I want to cry I'm dead inside I don't know why I even try