Fading Light

I want to tell you about what happened last night But I'm scared that you wont even care about the fading light In my mind I been searching for a vice to secure me And hold me till I feel like I can finally breathe Again I been waiting for a friend for a long time Guess it's been a long time since I Had a good laugh at the end of a comedy Wishing for someone to come and save me Nobody knows the pain I'm going through every night Wishing I could say I was okay but I'm not alright Picking at my face and I'm skipping some meals It's a hard fucking place but I'm being fucking real I don't care about the end of the world coming honestly I been wanting to die, think it's onto me If anyone feels the same way I do It's a hard fucking life we're going through