Im A Mess

You fucking with thots Running round here acting like you're hot But you're not full stop Been around the block Let them hit the spot Thinking that it's cool but it's not Guess what The games don't change When you get paid You better start acting your age Focus on the things in your range Better cut off the ones you bang It's a shame You're so lame Thinking that you're God 'cause you give good brain It's insane How you drain Everybody's energy you're so vain And I know you're the same Just a vagabond no one will claim So ungodly so untame Must be going through some pain Girl you know I been a mess Since you left me alone in this bed for two You make me so wet But you make me upset when you leave and I can't even see you Girl you know I been a mess Since you left me alone in this bed for two You make me so wet But you make me upset when you leave and I can't even see you Making my art And I'm going to restart And try to make my mark It's clear I'm creating in the dark And swimming in circles with the sharks My skin is bare Thin clothes I wear When I go to bend over they will tear You like my hair You show you care But I really don't want to be your spare My songs are weird And I am queer It's already passed another year And so my fears Consume my tears When will I make it to the clear I'm holding back A heart attack I want to hold the things I lack I think I'll get another pack Right before I tilt my hat Girl you know I been a mess Since you left me alone in this bed for two You make me so wet But you make me upset when you leave and I can't even see you