Sad Euphoric Nation

Now I'm telling you a story About the heavenly creation Of a sad euphoric nation That was creeping from the cadence In the fabric of my mind It was all borrowed time And it wasn't such a crime To believe in something beautiful Peaking through the wool To see the innocence In even what is cruel Maybe I am just a fool Or maybe I don't know the rules But I'm starting to believe in Something else I'm getting pulled Every which way tell me what to believe Tell me right now because I'm ripping at the seams and I'm starting to bleed out onto the floor Tell me now what can I do more As my body lay in pieces What to do with the gore As I'm dripping down the drain To the ocean I'm going to be Directed to something more But my heart can't be too sure It's the story of creation It's the story of creation About a sad euphoric nation About a sad euphoric nation Sorry I don't have the patience Sorry I don't have the patience To be digging up the papers To be digging up the papers It's the story of creation It's the story of creation About a sad euphoric nation About a sad euphoric nation Sorry I don't have the patience Sorry I don't have the patience To be digging up the papers To be digging up the papers Chest pains and my throat is closing up Got addicted to the nicotine While I was growing up Smoking weed on the back of the bus I think I have had enough Of the same old stuff Tricking and playing didn't get me there May have got me through but my heart was bare Addicted to the games though The treatment wasn't fair So unsafe even though I was aware In school I was addicted to the booze And my heart shook every time I heard the news More kids down it's a lockdown shooting All the kids hiding on the floor while their looted One man's stake going to take their whole life Wish I was addicted to making things right Be the one to argue and be the one to fight But I'm so complacent in my own mind Coming out the water and I'm feeling just fine Every body's suffering on their own time Talking all the families especially mine Don't forget the kids that never had one right I'm so sick of all the CPS bullshit Do some good but they never go through with it Capturing kids and passing them shit Expecting them to learn some kind of wit It's the story of creation It's the story of creation About a sad euphoric nation About a sad euphoric nation Sorry I don't have the patience Sorry I don't have the patience To be digging up the papers To be digging up the papers It's the story of creation It's the story of creation About a sad euphoric nation About a sad euphoric nation Sorry I don't have the patience Sorry I don't have the patience To be digging up the papers To be digging up the papers