This Pain

I've been thinking about the times that we're living in Everybody stressing about the phones that they living in Never feels right put a mother fucking needle in Head screwed tight and I know I really need a win Telling my secrets like you really lived them Spread my confession like you never made a sin Really you're a five but you're acting like a ten And you're screwed too tight in the mother fucking head I Really need to forget you And the the things you did in the bedroom Hurting my heart while you strumming my hairdo Keep your hands to yourself what you can do Take a step back while I walk away Don't follow me lest you want this pain Dodging dark clouds every minute of the day Even the rain can't wash away This pain this pain This pain this pain Surrounded by the demons in hell I Try to make my way but I'm not well I try to ask for help but no one's there Seeing a future where no one cares Shooting up schools these fools are lame Should have shot themselves to release the pain All these families have to bear the rest of what they couldn't face Had a drink but I'm not there I want to wake up but I'm still scared Facing the day will get me where I need to be can't escape my lair Wanted to meet but you're not here When I'm alone I feel the fear Inside of me it's creeping up Will I make it to the next year This pain this pain This pain this pain